we always have that one mistake;
that made us grow, into a mature adult or even change to someone we don’t even know anymore
i made that mistake already, sad to say it cant be undone anymore.
i changed to someone people don’t recognise anymore.
i used to be selfish, innocent and immature.
after all these i went through, i realise how cruel this world is.
i no longer cared as much;
because i know not everyone will do the same back as me , not everyone will care about me
i lost countless friends just to let myself grow
all these are jus process growing up, i fought with them due to minor matters and didn’t bother to patch things up
thats indeed childish act , but allowed me to turn to a mature person after all.
its all part of the process , I’m used to it already
theres definitely more that i went through but this two are the ones that will stick by me through out my life
time to time i always think back this mistake, i would say its never easy to move on from it;
because of it we changed so much
To the past self;
thanks for letting me grow so much out of it , without you there wouldn’t be a courageous me here.
To the current self;
please forgive yourself for the mistake u have made last time, its all part go the growing process. Stop blaming yourself for being stupid