That one mistake

we always have that one mistake;

that made us grow, into a mature adult or even change to someone we don’t even know anymore

i made that mistake already, sad to say it cant be undone anymore.

i changed to someone people don’t recognise anymore.

i used to be selfish, innocent and immature.

after all these i went through, i realise how cruel this world is.

i no longer cared as much;

because i know not everyone will do the same back as me , not everyone will care about me

i lost countless friends just to let myself grow

all these are jus process growing up, i fought with them due to minor matters and didn’t bother to patch things up

thats indeed childish act , but allowed me to turn to a mature person after all.

its all part of the process , I’m used to it already

theres definitely more that i went through but this two are the ones that will stick by me through out my life

time to time i always think back this mistake, i would say its never easy to move on from it;

because of it we changed so much

To the past self;

thanks for letting me grow so much out of it , without you there wouldn’t be  a courageous me here.

To the current self;

please forgive yourself for the mistake u have made last time, its all part go the growing process. Stop blaming yourself for being stupid

 

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4 Ways To Release Stress

im finally back after having a long break OPS AHAHAH

but in this break, i definitely face loads of stress from exams, as well as relationship

so today I’m gonna share the WAYS I USED to release myself from all these stress!😬

1) Jogging 

I love to exercise a lot , to the extent i injure my own knee due to over excessive of sports as well as running. OPS haha

i feel that jogging allows me to vent all my anger out, especially when i run super fast (also known as springing) on the treadmill.

Approximately 12.5km/h 

The anger i own in my mind will be converted to tiredness after i stopped running, and magically i will just calm down , and think of solutions to solve the problems

rather than RUNNING AWAY FROM MY PROBLEMS

 love running does not means i run away from my problems okie 🌚

2) Shopping therapy 

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Even when you have no idea what to buy

just get out of the place, get to a random mall, roam around.

Since the shops are so updated to the trend, there definitely be new things awaits you to discover

discovering new things can distract oneself from thinking about the stressful event that is happening currently

its like being so amazed seeing new things in the store, making you very happy HAHAH

being happy is key point to release stress 😆

Therefore, its another way to release stress too 🌚👍🏽

3) Listening To Acoustic Music

this type if music is my favourite type of music to listen whenever I’m too tensed up.

Since its slow rhythm, it allows me to listen the singer’s clarity in singing

which allows me to appreciate the clarity more than usual i listen to rap songs HAHAHA

i even have a playlist of acoustic music

4) Sleeping

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perhaps this is everyone’s favourite method🌚👍🏽

many times, the stress level shoot up due to lack of rest, therefore having a power nap is a great idea after all

napping also have their own type and cycle, allow this photo to do the explanation

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i sincerely hope that all these little tips could help all the readers out there✌🏾

Back to Life

Life as a third party

there was once when i was shopping, one of my closest friend called me.

with a very emotional voice, asking me “can i talk to u for a moment..”

as a close friend of hers, i would be more gladly to help her.

so i agreed to be her listening ear

and i feel, whatever she said in that phone call, i wanna share to EVERYONE, to let people know that, as a third party, how much they suffer and let people know the true feeling of them

“sigh, i feel my life as a third party in their relationship, i feel so confused. At times, i feel i should leave but i cant bear to leave because i love him

but people are all commenting on us, saying that we aren’t the official couple, we shouldn’t be doing this behind the the girl.

i did mention to him that, we should let go but then he didn’t wan to let go too.

I feel GUILTY 

it hurts me so much when people call me slut, neither do i wanna be the third party too.

it hurts me when i see his wallpaper was him and his official girlfriend…. and he spends more time with her than me….

thats why i feel I’m nothing to him

sometimes its just the guy being greedy that he want two girls at once. but i cant do anything too….”

and i asked her  “why don’t you just try and let go because i cant bear to see you suffer so much”

her only reply with a very deep voice was “because i love him more than i love myself”

my purpose of writing this blog, is to raise awareness to human being insulting the third party in the relationship.

  1. WHO ARE YOU to even comment on it.
    its not your relationship, so just stfu
  2. THEY ARE NOT WHO YOU THINK OF
    you may always think they are destroying the relationship. but think clearly, its both sides fault in the relationship first, causing things to change.

  3. THEY HAVE FEELINGS
    they are also humans, they feel guilty too. Some things aren’t as easy as how u think.
    its not easy to quit this relationship. Especially when feelings are attached

i hope this blog post, can help people more and stop the insulting , because all these have to come to a stop and learn to respect each other

Mental illness

 

i have even heard of friends telling me that they have some mental illness , that somehow  they are afraid of being inside a large group of friends

they feel that there are many human being surrounding them, thinking that they are the centre person of the group, they feel they are judging them 

like they will feel uncomfortable talking to them, or even being anxious in front of them. basically not being themselves at all 

thus they tend to keep QUIET  

not many people understand what they are facing, they call them rude, uneducated and many more hurtful names

such mental illness, they are actually very hard to cope with, because what we faces every single day are human beings and more human beings.

interactions between humans cant be avoided

perhaps society need to learn more about them, and try to understand them more by having a smaller group discussion with them, or other ways which can make them feel better 

 

To help them or not?

we have watched some drama, in the storyline, there have to be a mandatory role.

which is the one that broke the law.

oftenly in the drama, they would help them, by providing a hideout for them

so that they can escape the law of punishment.

But by doing this, are they helping them? or just letting them continue the wrongdoings?

to be honest, from what i feel, i think that they should be surrendered to the authorities, and let them serve the sentence, so that they know that👇🏾

In whatever they do, there has to be a consequence.

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Aware of changes

Do you know what is happening around you?

Are you even aware that there are changes made around you?

Are you even accepting them?

sadly, many people are being ignorant, thus didn’t bother to even notice about the changes around them.

but some are just plainly stubborn that they don’t wanna accept changes.

but whats the point of being ignorant?stubborn?

its really pointless , but just plainly stupid? cause some changes are for the good and some changes have to be made due to different generation taking over the world

i do understand some changes are really scary, but we still have to accept it, move on and let those changes do some impact into our life.

so don’t be afraid of the changes made, be brave and accept it ☺️

Aware

why can’t people have a simple life?

is it so difficult to lead a simple life?

i would say, yes.

because of the society judgemental mindset, we ended up being too competitive.

its mandatory to be competing with other people just to please the society.

we can’t have a simple life anymore, its not gonna be your own matter, its about the whole society.

in my opinion, a simple life means being able to do things that you like , without people restricting you, being happy at what you do.

but this wont happen with the society judgemental mindset.

we will get judged in whatever we do.

from being happy to afraid of being judged 

but hopefully we can just DITCH those judgemental mindset and just be happy in what we do .

Simple

will oversight lead to huge consequence?

oversight has the same meaning as overlook, which means we failed to see whats happening in front of us.

having to oversight at certain matters, may lead to huge consequences.

especially for small little matters like asking hows our daily life and even asking about their well being.

many people thinks that its normal to oversight things but neither do they know that all this only lead to one thing, which is losing things that are precious to you.

taking couple as example. many of them oversight the importance of meeting up, asking how they are and even long texts.

sad to say this are the things that make the sparks going on in the relationship.

but overall i would say, please do not oversight at things, observe carefully and make the right decision.

 

Life as a student and blogger

I’m currently a full time student, studying for National exam aka N level((normal level)) paper.

in around 8 month time i will be taking the first paper, till October. Life is very stress as i have to absorb all the knowledge learnt for 4 years

however i have a passion in blogging as i wanna inspire people to be a better person.

and of course i use blogging to express myself better

as a blogger, its equally stressful too as i have to cope with the stats.

when it dropped i have to reflect on what i have done to cause the stats to have a huge decrease .

i spent my time wisely and accordingly so i wont waste any time at all.

to maximise my time to the max , not to waste any of it 

I’m glad that I’m able to balance the role as a student and blogger role.

 

 

Marathon of ups and down

life is full of ups and down, this also means we can’t avoid disappointment and moment of joy in life

however life is a marathon of it.

disappointment gives us lesson to learn from.

be it disappointment in studies, or relationship that didn’t work out. ITS all about the lesson learnt from there

moment of joy allow us to appreciate our happy moment more.

but all these little ups and down makes up our life, making our life complete.

as long as we appreciate the little thing in life, everything will be fine.

via-  Marathon